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[Saturday
May 20th, 2006 at 11:46am] |
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( two surveys )
anyway, In other news I had the strangest dream last night.
I was a waitress at some resturant, and mr. lomonaco came in
and I was his waitress
and he ordered like 8 glasses of wine
and then at the end of the night he was totally drunk
and he was like "You're my student, right?" and i was like "yes"
and he was like "you're lisa, right?" and i was like "yes"
and he was like "Are you a girl?" and I was like "yep"
and he was like "okay thats all I wanted to know" and stumbled out of the resturant, and then as I was walking out Amanda Becker was there and she was like "lisa can you cover for me on saturday" and i was like "yeah sure no problem" and then I got picked up by my mom and we went to this place thats like half a nail salon and half a chinese resturant, lmao and she was getting her nails done and I was counting my tips and I only made like 20 dollars cause most of the money was counterfit.
it was odd.
anyway, im doneeeeee.
I want the velvet goldmine soundtrack.
bye<3
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| I don't have time for a real update. |
[Friday
May 19th, 2006 at 6:49am] |
todays friday, thank god.
FUCKFUCKFUCKpeople.
fuck YOU, especially fuck you.
it's better to be alone.
"Every man is an island" type shit.
tell ariana no.
save your money
get out of deer park
make something of yourself
5 minutes left till school,
just.get.out.
GRAAHHHHHH, I think im gonna make a new journal, I don't like the vibe of this one anymore.
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| im definatly not listening to natasha beddingfeild. |
[Wednesday
May 17th, 2006 at 3:19pm] |
um, so it's really cool how whenver I go to my friendspage, all the entires that are f/o don't show up.
and I didn't realize until today when it started working again.
lmao, rofl dude, i just thought that like, a swarm of people were all like, over lj.
#1.
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[Tuesday
May 16th, 2006 at 9:21pm] |
Im done with school
I dont even want to go in.
like, the thought of going to school is bringing tears to my eyes.
what the hell.
my "friends" don't exactly make it any better.
especially not recently.
I feel like when I went to sleep all my friends were great
and when i woke up they morphed into these deamons
who I don't know and cant recognize.
what the hell?
=(
I want to run away.
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[Monday
May 15th, 2006 at 7:22pm] |
when will things just be okay?
today sucked.
tomorrow's definatly gonna suck.
but hey, the way I see it
a true friend would forgive an honest mistake
however stupid,
or however bad.
I just want things to get back to normal.
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| I give up on EVERYONE, seriously. I'm done with caring about people. anyway, [tons of] pictures. |
[Sunday
May 14th, 2006 at 10:36pm] |
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blondie- atomic. |
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( atomic )
arianna's party was fun.
Im really sick of the stress
that fucking people put on me.
I feel so suffocated,
and there is really no way out.
until maybe next year.
yeaaaah.
I really can't wait for summer.
fresh faces that I've only seen like once or twice this year.
it's gonna be grand.
& it's really one of the things that's making me not want to jump off a cliff.
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| ROAR. |
[Thursday
May 11th, 2006 at 6:26am] |
I FUCKING HATE EVERYONE AT MY SCHOOL.
I love about 10 people, they know who they are.
I tolerate about 60 or 70 people.
and I HATE everyone else.
ughhhhh!!
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| but ohhhhhhhhh my darrrrrrrrrrling, why did you change. |
[Monday
May 8th, 2006 at 2:32am] |
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smiths |
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I have a new celeb crush of the moment.
Jonathan Rhys Meyerssssss.
no, it's not because of mission impossible three,
I knew about him before that.
But for some reason I don't think I realized how
amazing he was until a few days ago while I was
watching velvet goldmine.
love<3
and dude, he's a smoker. =].
in other news I was trying to pull an all nighter
but I just got hit with this sudden wave of sleepy-ness
so im gonna go to sleep now.
It's gay cause if i'd have stayed up all night and then just gone to school
id have tons of energy from being overly tired
and now im just gonna be a cranky bitch for getting a little taste of sleep
and having to be thrown into a crowd of bafoons for six hours.
anyway.
feild trip on friday w/some of the only people I like in school.
should be fun =].
It's making me not want to shoot myself in the face because i know
there's only gonna be 4 days of school.
ohhh, & ariannas birthday =].
I know what I'm giving her.
I just have to go to cvs and steal her a card. lmao,
I'd just buy it but somehow that doesnt feel right.
wtf is wrong with me? lmao.
ahhh, the life of a teenage rebel.
nightiess.
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| by and by we'll defyyy a little bit of gravity. |
[Monday
May 1st, 2006 at 11:50pm] |
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the beach boys- kokamoe =] |
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so, this weekend was kinda gay.
I didn't really do too much,
but on saturday I was so awfully bored.
like, I don't know you know that bored when you cant stand to be in your own skin?
like, reallyyyyy lazy?
so, I got my mom to take me to the mall.
got new kicks =)
school today was decent.
first and second period were boring.
I was gonna do my notecards for english but i forgot my book.
bleh.
then in photo mrs. barley wasnt there, and arianna came in the darkroom for a hot second
and we chatted. then she went back to global.
then fourth pd I cut spanish and me and arianna ate lunch early
cause we decided that we were really hungry.
thennnnnnnnn we were roaming the halls
and we checked up on our locker to see if everything was on the up and up.
haha, and I had a shot.
nothing really happened. I mean, I didnt get a buzz or anything, but the burn was really nice.
but my breath smelled like it.
so we had to get drinks and stuff.
lmao, obviously Im really smart.
thennnnnnn fifth period was fucking gay.
marketing >.< ugh.
6th period me and arianna just kinda roamed the halls,
cause jen wasnt here
and john wasn't sitting at the table
and john iverson wasn't here.
so we were like, iight fuck it. hahaha.
seventh period was really funny
I wrote a story about how I predict christina and mr. lomonaco's relationship will develop. there was laughter, and dirty looks from everyone else.
lmao fuck them though.
ummmmm anything else?
oh I hung out with arianna after school,
lmao we stole some doubleshots from cvs. lmfao, she made me steal her this pair of REALLY hideous rainbow blocker glasses where you cant see the eyes.
lmao
yeahhh then I went home and watched gilmore girls.
it was the pilot episode =).
and then I took like a 27 hour nap and here I am.
hahaha.
aiight, im done.
peace outtttts.<3.
sing_a_sonnet. lmao. =). bye.
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[Saturday
April 29th, 2006 at 9:43pm] |
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air- playground love |
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sing_a_sonnet.
go there. srsly.
comment.
even if you think its horrible.
especially if you think it's horrible.
I really want your opinions. =).
anyway, other than that.
lol, yesterday was awesome.
hung out with caiti, pete, milan & the usuals.
lol, Im not gonna go into detail
but, we were like 3 seconds away from being kicked out of taco bell for being too loud.
lmao they sent a giant sized black man to tell us to be quiet.
twice. hahahaha.
thennn we played tag in blockbuster =)
for like, .6 seconds
until the employees got mad.
lmao then we just walked around and looked at dvds.
then we PACKED ourselves into caiti's moms car.
and it turned out that only two of us actually needed rides.
lmaowtf.
anyways, good times good times. I have the picture we took but I can't be fucked uploading it. ill do it another time.
byessss.
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[Saturday
April 29th, 2006 at 3:42pm] |
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I swear to god, sometimes I wish I were a hermit.
so I wouldn't have to deal with people, ever.
OR I wish that I lived in the city
BY MYSELF.
roar.
I hate living in this town
where everybody knows everybody elses business
and half the time it isnt even fucking true.
and everybody has their stupid opinions
that i dont fucking want to hear
or care about
and they choke their point of veiw down your throat
and you just want them to shut the fuck up
and they wont stop because they think they're gonna persuade you or something.
ugh >.<
im in such an aweful mood today.
like, im not bitchy or anything
despite the way this entry sounds.
im just increadibly bored
and I feel like I want to walk around
but Id have no where to walk to.
it's days like today why I REALLY need a liscense
so instead of just sitting here in a funk, listening to songs on my computer that ive already heard so many times they're not even good anymore
I can go out and do something.
I'd totally take myself to a movie
or the mall
even if i didn't buy anything
its just better than being here.
ugh.
I need to get out.
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| i say a little prayer for you. |
[Wednesday
April 26th, 2006 at 6:08pm] |
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im comin out. lmao. |
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today was cool.
school was.. school.
lunch was pretty funny.
john iverson and his homoerotic jokes are amazing.
and they are the same exact thing everyday.
lmao but its still funny.
I think if I were a guy like 90% of my humor would be homoeroticism.
anywho, after school
I went to tacobell with Jen and Esh.
we had some serious chats.
but it was still a good time.
then my sister picked me up
aaaaaand, now we're gonna go out to eat cause she's in town.
roaaaaaar and stuff.
idk I feel weird.
like theres more I want to say, but there really isn't much to say.
I really want to be a writer.
I mean, I know I say that every five seconds.
but I really do.
it's the only thing I like to do.
and that im good at.. well, decent.
it just bothers me, that like the one thing that im even a little good at
is something that EVERYONE can do.
like, the things I write are no better than anybody elses shit.
I said that today at tacobell
and jen and alyscia were all like "nooo"
but... idk, I still think that.
if I ever did anything
I think i'd want to make one of those books
that are like a compelation of short stories.
i love books like that.
anyways, im out.
peaazzz.<3.
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| haddaway. |
[Tuesday
April 25th, 2006 at 5:47pm] |
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the cure- strange attraction |
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so, I patched things up with Arianna yesterday.
and thank god, those 8 seconds where we weren't perfect were really killing me. lmao.
people are always like roar you guys are so cliquey.
but I feel like nobody REALLY understands us, except for each other.
I don't know, im not gonna get too sappy but yeah, we're fine again.
so anyway, I hung out with some old people today.
It was.. it was a good time, but it was weird.
in some ways we're all still the same.
like that we'll sit in a pow wow and be un-moveable for like an hour and a half.
it's just the content that was different.
Im not gonna say it wasn't fun,
it was a little weird for me though.
I felt out of place I guess.
I guess i really have changed since last year.. the beginning of this year.
I mean I knew I did, in the obvious ways.
but there are subtle things that are different that i didn't realize until today.
anyway, I have some fabulous pictures from today.
I really suggest looking at them.
LMAO. "wrong"
( + 10? )
eeeee-yah.
im done.
byyes<3
oh wait.
I also hung out with someone I "hate"
but she wasn't that bad today?
i dont know.
lmao hey jen&esh, should we go to her party? lmfao.
kay,bye.<3
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| ROAR. |
[Monday
April 24th, 2006 at 6:33am] |
I dont want to be friends with my mother.
she's a nice lady,
but I dont want to be friends with her.
I hate sharing things with her.
I dont like having her know things about me.
I dont like knowing things about her.
she needs to stop.
I want her to be my mother,
and wake me up in the morning.
and yell at me to do my homework.
and tell me that i cant hang out cause its too late
or too whatever.
and talk about meaningless things with her.
However, I do not want to go around town
talking about all my personal stuff with her.
its so uncomfortable.
and when she finds out something about me
it makes me feel nauseas.
Im a really private person when it comes to my mom.
she doesnt even know me.
and she needs to go away.
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[Sunday
April 23rd, 2006 at 12:15am] |
I would have had a great time.
but I hate my best friends boyfriend.
and no one understands why, because he's nice to everyone but me.
yeah.
why cant it be prom time?
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[Wednesday
April 19th, 2006 at 6:26pm] |
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bright eyes |
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I've been feeling very emotional lately.
can't exactly explain how
or why
but I just really want to go to the beach for some reason.
it's like, calling me.
Im gonna try to go this weekend.
even if its not extremely hot.
Just because, Idk. I feel like it's something I have to do.
anyone want to come to the beach this weekend?
leave comments for plans?
ilu.
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| its 16 miles to the promise land. |
[Monday
April 17th, 2006 at 2:45pm] |
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Rilo Kiley- with arms outstretched |
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I have a new LJ layout.
it's pretty sweet.
october___air
oh, ps I want to be Jenny Lewis when I grow up.
thats all.
edit LYING! I have a writing journal now.
cchhhheck it out.
sing_a_sonnet
THATS all <3.
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